Homage to Imogen

The loss of my granddaughter Imogen in 2018 was the most impactful experience of my life. It nearly killed me. I survived each day as the creative process transformed my grief into sustainable moments, and I dedicate the art on this page to her joyful laugh, her silky skin, her bubbly flowing hair, her graceful and elegant movements, her hauntingly melodic voice, her depth of feeling, her naughty wit, her biting sarcasm, and her playful imagination.

In this installation “The Last Time I Ironed Her Dress” the ironing board, made from wood, cardboard, muslin, and rope, is over 10 feet long, 5 feet high, and there are 12 children’s dresses draped from the 4 foot steel wire hanger above.

When the Wave Comes to Haunt

When the wave comes

it’s not an ordinary daily

ebb and flow—

birds scurrying

chasing microscopic flotsam and jetsam.

It’s not the sunlight

breaking into indigo, yellow and red

through droplets of dew

When the wave comes

it’s not continuous

like the trumpets lament

up down in out

around and through—

Not macro nor micro

an immeasurable wake

too much energy to calculate.

When the wave comes

like Kanagawa’s great tsunami

rising reaching covering,

a patchwork quilt —

each square a snapshot;

Blind and breathless

the world dies

as each wave

comes to haunt me —

I float on tears to survive.

Elisa de la Roche